apa yg aku suka pasal kahwin...

1. hubby handsome.. bangga ler... love u..klu oang x ckp handsome pun aku peduli apa kan.. bg aku dia handsome sweet n sumanya.. hahahahahah

2. Hubby sgt Cool... 

3. tgok ja dia senyum... oo my heart melting 

4. hahaha dia bg change saya pg Gabon.. maaf tggal kejap ja ni.. nnt syg blik 

5. Pas kawen leh pegang tgan dah.. dlu masa bercinta mana dpt kepunan ja hahahah

6. pas kawen leh dah g dating slalu.. dlu dating ja rsa cm bersalah gila.. skrg yahoo siapa mau larang hahaha

7. pas kawen klu nanges ka, tension ka.. mau complain senang ckp ngn hubby ja.. 

8.. argghh byk nya lagii.. 

well i love him and he is a great man... 

Thanks for loving me back...Love u.. 

Port Gentil Gabon

Walahei.. im in Gabon..

Travelling
Perjalanan aku mau transfered pg Gabon ni...heeee [Note: suma waktu malaysia ok..)
1. KK - KL (1.20 pm waktu Malaysia okay..) : 2.30 hours la lebih kurang (1 Nov)
2. Transit kt KLIA 2 ada la dlm 5 Jam (4 pm - 9pm)
3. KL-Bangkok dlm 2 jam (9.10 pm - 23.20pm)
4. Transit Sejam
5. Bangkok - Frankfurt German (00.20 am - 1.30 pm) : 12 ke 13 Jam la lebih kurang (2 Nov)
6.Transit 4 jam
7. Frankfurt - Libreville Gabon (5.30pm - 00.30 am) : 7 jam - dah 3 nov
8. Transit 2 jam la lebih kuranf
9. Libreville- Port Gentil (02.10 am - 03.00 am) : dlm 50 minute sampay
10. spot check suma (manual ok.. buka bag ada pakcik polis periksa.. haha)
11. samapy hotel dlm kul 4 pg.... 3 Nov

Total hours masa travel berjalan bagai : 37 hours.... almost 40 hours..

walahei...
5 flight sana cni tukar...
mmg lepas ni klu blik malaysia.. blik selamanya la.. xda nya aku nk patah blik.. ingt dekat kah..

lgpun mna la aku mau jauh2 ngn hubby kesygan aku..
abg tggu syg blik ek.. bulan ermm.. nnt syg g tw.. love u... syg tw abg bc.// hiiihiihi

When i say i do.. yes i do...

hurm...
life isnt hard or easy..
we are the one who decide it..
Allah give the greatest creation which is AKAL..
Hopefully i can used it as great as it is..

Allah give me lot of precious moment and precious things to enjoy and have fun.
He also gives me so much strength to fight with all the obstacles..
Why should i give up with what Allah gives me.
He never burden me if He knows I cant handle it..
I know I can, I know im strong and I know He always beside me.

See YOU.. and hope to see YOU with the smile on my face and lighten on my soul.

land... welcome back to myself

salam..
alhamdulillah... syukur..  I am back to land to see how they are doing..
feeling great and nice...

no more sea sick or headache.. seriously living inside small boat for couple weeks.. (5 weeks) getting me a liitle bit crazy lol...
malas la speaking2 ni... aku ja yg bc jgak nnt2.. from 27 Jan - 2 march... journey wohooo... make my life yuhu...

life offshore... hahaha different place different la experience...
1. klu kt rig - semi submersible or jack up kah.. life nice and easy.. makanan sedap.. no sea sick.. mcm keja d darat which are sooooo freaking nice.. (darat ada bos, laut no bos.. hahahahah.. layan karenah client ja)
2. barge - mcm vessel tp besar.. so klu x badddddddddddddd weather tahap babun mmg xkan rsa goyang n sgt best jgak keja... but the think makanan depends on barge 2.. so far yg aku pg 1 je baru... masa campaign which are sgt x sdap... selera oang tua... grrr...
3. vessel - ni bru rsa laut sebenar... my latest experience for 5 weeks... vessel first time ever naek.. serious sh!@#.. first n second day puke every 1 hour man.. smpy habes suma makanan... so nasihat pling best aku leh bg makan... sal muntah nnt x skit.. klu x makan cm aku 2 hari 2.. muntah air dlm badan ko.. (sal minum pun x byk)) sgt2 sakit.. kuar ari mata.. isi perut mcm kna tarik.. so klu ko makan ada benda nk muntah.. (apa pla aku ngarut sal muntah ni) so naek vessel mmg skit even aku dah ok.. tp bila bad weather kapal mmg goyang tahap babun leh menari2 atas kapal tym jalan... rasa muntah n pening pun dtg blik cma x truk mcm first day la...

so far... aku lebih suka keja laut.. even though he and my family x suka... but the think that i dont really like.. my manager... ggrrr... ssh mo dpt cuti.. keja keja keja...

well enough mmbebel... im done

Offshore Life Begin...

21022012

1 year experience with the blue blood company... mmg byk suka n duka la.. hahah well asam garam hidup 2..
selama setahun ni aku rsa... aku ada 3 bulan ++ kt laut, 3 bulan kt school (abu dhabi.. cewah mo mention jgak...) then 6 months lg di darat... wohoo... means setengah tahun aku jauh dr family.. mmg out of reach..

Life mmg ssh la... aku ingt aku tough la sdah ni... rupanya.. damn.. i am not that tough.. ari2 merungut... kesian ngn en.zul dgr ja la noo.. dia mmg myabar.. kikikiki

well my worst experience tym naek bokor ni... first day sampai ja... fuh pengsan x makan 2 hari... asek muntah2... muntah... Allah.. Tuhan ja tau skit dia weeiiii klu leh menjerit jadi oang gila n x sakit dah aku buat...
nanges2 beb x larat nk tggung azab mabuk laut... tym 2 terpikir awat la aku pilih keja ni.. byk lg keja laen tol x..

byk kisah suka duka kt cni... then rsa nk tukar angin.. tp kawan cni dah ramai.. cuak nk pg keja tempat laen.. mesti expectation drg tggi... yala.. blu blood... kuasai lautan g2... hahahaha

so far i am in a good hand.. all these guys are good.. but yeah... i think i need my life back... no holidays, no time... it make me sick... fuh.. well only the stronger one will be stay on blue blood..

klu xda offer... maknanya aku kna jadi +- kuat la ni.. hopefully dapat la yer...

anyway... i miss en.zul... apa kabar la dia 2.. sebulan dok laut mmg ssh nk update crita...

2012

Wish List 2012... 

1. InsyaALLAH mo jadi insan yg lebih bersyukur, rendah diri dan yg pling penting dekat ngan ALLAH SWT

2. InsyaALLAH mo lebih byk bersabar, kurang kan berckap byk kan perbuatan..

3. InsyaALLAH mo jadi anak yg lebih baik... 

2 motivasi tuk diri sya.. 

Wish List 2012 yg laen: 

1. Tunang...

2. Nikah Kahwin.. Hahahaha 

3. Ipad 2... 

2 ja la buat masa ni... well hopefully dpt la buat... wink wink... 

one word that describe me.. sanguine

Sanguine... I think.. it is true
1. i am emo people but easy to forget and forgive
2. hahah i already lost interest on my work... no joy no fun... everyday work...
3. frenz are important to me.. even sometime im not important for them... it hurts.. but it is what it is right..
4. social xtvt? party?. not really but i love hang out and do extreme xtvt with my besties...
5. am I funny? I cant judge it.. asked my besties.. hahah but sure sometimes I soo mean.. hahahah