welcome back... selamat kembali...

hahahah... mari menulis kisah2 hitam... hahahah...
skunk masi kt abu dhabi... YEPPPPPIII... final quiz dah abes...tgal presentation ja esok nya.. happy gila aku... tp rsa mcm kna kaw2 ja ni esok pagi hahahah.. whatever... kikikiki

well after almost 9 weeks kat abu dhabi ni byk aku blaja.. technical mahupun practical mahupun teori... mesti korunk konfius kan apa beza practical n technical.. dlu aku pun x tw skunk aku tw... hahahah (leh gelak sombong dah... kehkehkeh)

well practical : skill that u developed time to time masa dlm field, contoh cmna mo operate machine, cmna mo pasang pipe, cmna mo repair motor... haa 2 practical...

well technical pla lebih kepada design... design machine 2.. design cmna operation based on byk machine.. lebih kepada paper work la...

so adik2 mo interview nnt klu tw beza 2 benda ni mmg hebat la... dlu aku interview main taram ja ckp mo exposure on technical (well masa 2 pikir practical and technical sama) hahaha exposure on practical actually.. naseb la dapat jugak keja wlupun interview bodoh2.. hahahaha

9 minggu... rindu nasi lemak, sayap ayam (sabahan bro), and pling penting aku rindu makan ikan bakar...

9 days... counting.... im going home...

losing myself

lama dah x tulis any update dlm blog kesayangan aku ni.. ntah la bz sgt kot.. aku pun x tw la.. byk benda tuhan bagi kt aku, tp ntah aku makin byk lupa kat DIA.

Allah bagi aku kejayaan dlm akademi, bg kerjaya elok, rezeki bagus leh tolong family aku, adik aku..
Allah bagi aku kawan2 yg memahami, bg aku kesihatan supaya leh keja dgn lebih baik,
Allah bg aku peluang menuntut imu semula.. sedangkan x suma oang dpt.. Alhamdulillah..

Knapa la aku kejam sgt ngan diri aku, suma aku dpt ALLAH yg bagi, tp knapa la aku asek lupa ngn DIA, knpa la aku slalu nk pg jalan yg jauh dr DIA,
Ya Allah.. knapa aku dah x jadi macam hamba Mu yg lalu, yg tkut tgalkan solat, tkut buat maksiat, tkut buat perkara2 yang Engkau larang.
Kenapa la aku kejam sgt, ringan sgt pg tempat x elok, ringan sgt nk lakukan laranganNYA...

Ya Allah aku wajib kembali.. wajib and wajib....
Berikan hidayah kepada ku dan kepada suma yang seperti ku. Mereka mungkin lupa segala yang mereka ada adalah milikMU... Ya Allah, terima kasih atas rahmatMU...

_Losing myself_

Thats my life.

Life is everything..
It will be judge on how you spend every minute and every second of your life.
Life cant be easy but never been difficult.. Its only take sometimes to get used for anything and everything

Sometimes it will be sad, but sometimes it will be so memorable..

My life is not as you ever thougt.. also not as i ever imagine..
But I'll try my very best to make it as beauty as I want. As pure as my religion thought me and as brightness as my parents always wish.

My life is not yours.. maybe it much worse that your imagine, but maybe too beauty for you to think.
My life is define by ALLAH, the only thing that I can do is plan to have beautiful, brightness, and cheerful life but it is only when ALLAH the almight say YES

SP Vs GD

Simple Plan one of my fav group beside Green Day

Waiting By Green Day

"Waiting"
I've been waiting a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything...at all
Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a new diamond
Ring out under the midnight hour
No one can touch me now
And I can't turn my back
It's too late ready or not at all
Well, I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up

Dawning of a new era
Calling...don't let it catch you falling
Ready or not at all
So close enough to taste it
Almost...I can embrace this
Feeling....on the tip of my tongue
Well, I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars....
(Shey hey hey)

I've been waiting for a life time
For this oment to come
I'm destined for anything at all
Dumbstruck
Colour me stupid
Good luck
You're gonna need it
Where I'm going if I get there...
At all....
Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars

Welcome 2 My Life by Simple Plan

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
Top be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

ANTM

tgok title pun dah leh agak kan.. aku nk cter pasal apa kan.. well ni la series aku x pernah miss dr season one up to season 16.. leh gila bayang aku sal cter ni.. hahah berangan nk jdi model..  k la.. juz a little bit story sal ANTM 16 yg latest ni.. yg Brittani Kline menang 2.. hehehe.. ni nak share pic2 yg best dr dia.. :P



I LOVE THIS GIRL.. BUT MOLLY WITH SHORT HAIR SUCH A GREAT FACE FOR HIGH FASHION MODEL



BOTH ARE SOOO GORGEOUS.. MUAXX

Miley Cyrus Song- One of my faV

BUTTERFLY FLY AWAY by MILEY CYRUS


You tucked me in, turned out the light

Kept me safe and sound at night

Little girls depend on things like that
 Brushed my teeth and combed my hair

Had to drive me everywhere

You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone

Make a living, make a home

Must have been as hard as it could be
And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right

you would hold my hand and sing to me
 Caterpillar in the tree
How you wondeer who you'll be

Can't go far but you can always dream

 

Wish you may and wish you might

Don't you worry, hold on tight

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly fly away
 Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away

Flap your wings now you can't stay

Take those dreams and make them all come true
 Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away

We've been waiting for this day

All along and knowing just what to do

Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away

Love that dress- Kalo la aku leh pakai kan.. haaha

sunday morning...

sleepyhead...but still have to wake up and going for work...  feel like hell.. but that is life..

will be onboard soon.. waiting for the challenges that may come.. what to prepare?? mybe mentally.. physically not really since after i got injured, most of them so careful when I have to do heavy things.. its nice but sometimes feel useless.. so.. do whatever i can and stop whatever i can't.